For years, I have been suppressing the idea that I am gay or at least bi. But I have been looking at gay porn for as long as I have been looking at porn and I have been fantasizing about pleasing a man and him taking my virginity for years... And lately, these thoughts have become more intense. When I watch porn now, all I think about is what it's like to be the girl. I imagine even dressing up for a strong older man. I imagine him treating me like I'm his girlfriend - running his rough hands along my soft, smooth body, pulling me close and pressing his stiffening cock against my stomach, sucking on my neck and then kissing me deeply... Until recently, even as I was imagining sucking cock, I couldn't stomach the idea of kissing another man - now it turns me on so much. I want to be kissed deeply and have my ass grabbed tight. I want to be picked up off the ground and wrap my legs around another man, to be pressed up against the wall and have a hard cock pressed between my cheeks, teasing me until I beg for it. I want to suck cock and have it slapped on my face, to taste a man's balls while he tells me what a sexy little slut I am. I want to be made to worship a beautiful cock, have my boy-pussy lubed and probed until I moan for more. I want to be fucked like a little girl, slow and gentle at first, with soft kisses and playful squeezes of my nipples. Then I want it deep and hard. Fuck me from any position you want - fuck me doggystyle until I get so into it that you don't even have to move, just let me fuck myself on your beautiful cock. Then, finally, I want your cum. I want it all over my body - to spread it over my stomach and chest, to lick it clean off my fingers, to have you smear it across my face with your cock. I think if I find the right man with the right cock, I would be a total slut for him.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Rimming, Light Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Slave/Master, Cross Dressing, Blindfolds, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Ability to be discreet, Sexual appetite

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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